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15 August アイシテル ~海容~這幾天看完日本テレビ上一季的日劇: アイシテル ~海容~ (中譯: 愛的寬恕),
劇情從一個11歲的少年因殺害了一個7歲的小孩被警方逮捕開始,
雖然到最後真相大白,依舊讓人覺得沉重~
劇裡被害者的母親寫給加害者母親的一封信裡寫到:
其實想想,我們作母親的,是多麼不討好的一個角色, 當我們將事情做好,所有人都認為是理所當然,
但一旦事情發生, 我們就像該下十八層地獄般被責怪.
雖然是智也(加害少年)殺了我的清貴(被害少年),
但妳和我都只是個心碎的母親罷了.
孩子不會一直是孩子,
但當我們回頭再看,只會發現我們也只是個不稱職的母親而已!
看到這段,眼淚停不住的流下來,
是真的, 每天看著奈奈不斷成長,學習越來越強,
自己卻越來越沒自信,
"不知道這孩子以後會變怎樣? 會不會被欺負? 會不會欺負別人? 我到底能教她些什麼?....."
這樣的問題不知在我腦海裡環繞了多少次.
現在的小孩什麼都學,父母越來越早讓小孩學東西好像也成了理所當然,
但我只希望奈奈快樂的長大,卻又怕她沒跟別人一樣早起步而以後壓力太大.
說我杞人憂天也好,想太多也好,
我只希望她健康快樂長大.
有時作父母的擔憂真的是一輩子,
我其實一直覺得我到現在30, 健康沒病痛,也許人生沒什麼成就,
但至少是我自己選擇的人生,
但媽媽到現在還有時會自責說如果她當初能在逼我逼的緊一點.
我會比現在更有成就也說不定.
我愛媽媽,感謝她一輩子愛我們,也從來沒想過埋怨她,
我的人生會走什麼樣的路,一切都是我的選擇,
無論好或不好,都沒有必要去後悔.
我不知道奈奈以後會選擇什麼樣的人生?
但我只能把我知道的人生讓她知道,給她作參考,
她的人生, 依舊是要她自己去搜索和發光的.
其實想想,父母和孩子的牽絆,也只在於從受孕到出生的那十個月,
孩子出生後,別看他小小的身體,
每天已經在努力的自己生存著,
父母能做的,也僅僅把他們順利的帶到這個世界而已!
30 April 也曾年輕過~最近和以前五專時的一個好友再度連上,不禁被帶回時光的漩渦,
自己也曾年輕過~
也有那段有淚有笑及愛的瘋狂的歲月~ 很難忘,也很懷念~ 人逐漸長大, 到最後依然留在你回憶裡的... 有幾人?! 11 Februar What If~Will Smith's "Seven Pounds", it's a story about regret, love, and redemption~
It's a good story, a sad story; it's also a story that makes you rethink about the definition of life.
There's another meaning that talks in the movie, "What If"~
We hear, talk, and think about "what if" everyday.
From should I eat this or that to Should I live or die; we are always wondering "what if" I made other decisions that time, will my life be different?!
Life is like a choice map. When you look carefully, everything we do in life is making choice.
"Did I make a good choice?" we've been asking ourselves the same question over and over.
I used to think about "What if" a lot, wondering if I will have a better life if I made a different choice. But I try not to do that anymore.
Regardless having previous life or after life, THIS is MY life.
Every decision that I made, I don't feel regret.
I want to do the best I can to make my life valuable, for myself, for other people, and for the world that we live in.
I want to love everyone in my life and let them know.
Life is short and fragile, we can only love ourselves more and hope one day...
we can become inspirational for others.
 31 Januar The Women~Just finished movie "The Women", Starting Meg Ryan, Annette Bening, Debra Messing (one of my favorite actresses), and Jada Pinkett Smith.
There's not a single male actor appeared in the movie. It's a movie, which expresses life, marriage, emotion, and friendship for women.
Overall, the movie is so so, it expressed its point of view; however, the whole plot is just not as attractive as it suppose to.
However, what attracts me was the concept of the movie. In the movie, when Bette Midler asked Meg Ryan : What do YOU want? That awakes me!
We, women; caring about our appearence, caring about boyfriend, husband's feelings, doing house chores while taking care of kids, etc.
When do we ever sit down and ask ourselves: What do I want?
Being a Christian my whole life, but forgive me, God; You are not fair~
When women are getting old and losing shapes; the older the popular for men.
When women are trying to use every single methods on the earth to save our youth; men are enjoying being charming and being
When women are getting old, regardless you are ich or not, people will say "you look old".
However, when men are getting old, people will say "you look mature" if you are not rich. if you are rich, guarantee you will be getting as much impressive as you can get,; like "you look charming", "you look powerful", or like "you still look attractive, etc.
What makes me feel sad is, since when, women stop asking themselves: What do I want?
With Nana is growing up everyday, I would love to see her to become an independent woman. Knows what she wants and has the power to have the life she desires.
As a daughter, wife, and mother myself, I want to become a better person, have my own career or business, to love myself more, and I want Nana to feel proud of me.
As for all women in the world: Love ourselves. Because each one of us are so unique. Because we deserve it~~
Like Jada said in the end of the movie: Being a woman is a gift~~
女人,要更加愛自己~~
 22 Januar Ladies and Gentlemen, the President of the United States~On January 20th, 2009, president Barack Obama became the 44th president of the United States. It's a historical moment for America, and new hope for Americans. May God give him wisdom and strength, leads America moving forward.
President Obama's Inaugural Speech~
24 Dezember An early Christmas~今晚收到小弟的Christmas Gift, Martin+Osa 的Sweater~
好感動, An early Christmas for me~~
小弟~
Thank you~~
姐姐愛你~
Merry Christmas to you, too~~
 21 Dezember 有小弟真好~這幾天Seattle雪下不停,
帶著奈奈跟Mame一起散步根本不可能,
還好小弟沒上班時在家幫我看著奈奈,
我才能帶Mame沒有後顧之憂的走了快一個小時,
有小弟在身邊,很多事情都變得容易~
我也變得越來越依賴小弟~
很多人生完小孩之後,都希望媽媽陪在身邊,
其實我也一樣,
但因有小弟在身邊,
媽媽不在身邊的寂寞感,也就沒那麼強烈了~
很多不想跟老公講的事,永遠都可以和小弟分享~
小弟愛奈奈,奈奈也好愛舅舅,
以前以為生了小孩後姐弟倆會不會疏遠,
有了奈奈後兩人感情更親近~
之前一直對生老二有很大的恐懼,
照顧小孩真的很辛苦.
但有小弟在身邊,
深深覺得如果奈奈有個弟弟或妹妹在身邊,
兩人一起扶持成長,一定也是一件很美好的事~
小弟~
姐姐很感激你一直在身邊支持姐姐,
從今以後也要彼此扶持喔~~
19 Dezember Fun, Fun Snow day~~Seattle had a great amount of snow today.
Roads are closed, cars parked on the street, people start playing slide on the hill....
Maybe many people hates snow day, but I was quite enjoying it.
With snow coming down from the sky, everything looks so still and quite. There's nothing can replace that peaceful moment~
Besides, my lovely dear didn't have to go to work because he couldn't even get out of house, four of us (includes Mame) had a nice and wonderful snow day~
Later, took Mame for a long walk, and he had a blast. He had snow all over his body and on his nose, and he just looked absolutely handsome~
"Lab is the kind of dog which is such a match to snow", I remember someone told me this couple years ago. Today, I finally realized why~
Happy snow day!!
05 Dezember It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas~Finally put the lights up in the front door. It's not much, but it feels more like Christmas~
It's my favorite time of the year~
It doesn't matter whether you are walking on the street, in the mall, or just about anywhere; it all got that joyful Christmas feeling.
Mall starts to open late, lights and Christmas decorations shine through the night, people walking just next to you... it all starts happening now~
Somtetimes it might gets a little bit stressful, but hey, it only happens once in a year; therefore, don't get frustrated, just enjoy it.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas~
May everyone enjoy this season and happy holiday to you all~~
30 November To be grateful~Holiday season is here~~
It's the most wonderful time of the year~
It is the time to think about what you've been achieve this year....
It is the time to appreciate....and be grateful~~
I thank Lord for giving me my precious family,
I thank Lord for giving me my health,
And most importantly,
I thank Him for always being there for me~
The Holiday is here~~
That reminds me it's time to put up the Christmas light again~
(The holiday lighting in America is the most wonderful thing in the world)
Happy Holiday to everyone~~
Hope you enjoy the music~
~Michael Buble White Christmas
~Michael Bublé - I'll be home for Christmas
~Seattle's official Christmas station: warm 106.9
12 November Not a sore loser~美國總統大選已過一個禮拜,
今晚看了Jay Leno訪問Senator John McCain,再次深深覺得是個非常了不起的人,
他不但沒有輸家的小氣度,他甚至還為自己落選後的輕閒生活自嘲~
無論他是真的發自內心或是依照寫好的腳本說出那些話,
John McCain已深得美國人民的心,
即使輸了,也輸的有尊嚴和氣度~
John McCain的風範,是世界很多領袖應學習的榜樣~
John McCain on Jay Leno - First Post Election Appearance
McCain Concedes The Presidency
05 November God Bless America~11/04/2008, America of the United States made a history. A new president, I hope he will lead us to a new future. We, America, will stand strong. 02 Oktober 良心問題~最近中國的毒奶粉事件,搞得大家人心惶惶. 想一想真的很恐怖~ 之前其他東西有問題已經不可理解, 到最後居然連小孩用的奶粉都可以出問題, 孩子有什麼錯?為什麼連做個奶粉都不能用良心去完成? 每次一想到這就覺得不可原諒! 所以買東西前要多注意商標, 但真的很難,現在幾乎所有食物都是Made in China,其他不是中國製的就超貴, 能怪誰呢~ 人就是偏好便宜,中國做的東西就是便宜,我們也是愛買,才會落到如此下場~ 從現在開始,與其多花點錢,也要告訴自己吃的健康最重要! 今天中國發生什麼東西都不能吃的現象,完完全全是做食品的人有沒有良心的問題! 中國號稱世界強國之一,不要再讓自己丟臉, 把最基本作"人"應有的道德和Common Sense好好努力達成後,再去爭取其他的東西也不遲~
20 September 幸福~什麼是幸福~
有你在身邊就是幸福!
看到你的臉的那一瞬間就是幸福!
呼吸著和你一起呼吸的空氣就是幸福!
幸福很單純,也很簡單~
只想告訴你~
有你在身邊...
我,很幸福~
24 August 團隊的感動~看完Live 的USA Basketball 贏得金牌,我深受感動~
Michael Phelps贏得8面金牌,most of them屬於個人榮耀,籃球贏得金牌,果真需要團隊的努力和合作~
Dream team brought the gold back to the United States.
I feel very proud~
Go, U.S.A~
18 August 想你們一直在身邊～朋友的父親前幾天去世了～
她匆匆帶著老公兒子趕回日本，總算見到父親最後一面。
作了媽媽以後，更深深感受父母的愛是多麼的無私。不論你在別人眼裡是什麼樣的角色，父母永遠不會去Judge.
公婆和爸媽在遙遠的日本和臺灣，讓我一天到晚都害怕所謂的＂那一天＂的到來～
總希望奈奈能跟他們多相處一些～
小時候，覺得父母無敵，永遠不老，等慢慢長大了才知道生命的脆弱。
我們只能盡我們最大的力量去愛跟珍惜他們。
只希望他們能永遠在身邊，
希望.........
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